So to keep my mind busy, i tried to play with Looklet. I found it really interesting because i can give the model every style i want. I actually don't know what my exact style is, but i sometimes wear these kind of outfits.
What i like about this Itsy Bitsy Spider outfit are the colorful tights, the gloves, and also the cross necklace.
These two are my favourite outfits. I often use tights and leggings. And yes, it's always about t-shirts and mini high waisted skirt :) Ah, and also sneakers. Vans and Converse are the best.
This one right here is also my favourite style. Because it's so simple yet amazing, i do love short denims and wedges.
I am a very sensitive girl, actually. I just cannot stand my tears if i listen or i see something sad. Yesterday, my tears dropped a lot.
My grandma passed away. 5 am. We used to call her Siti, i think it's how you call Grandma in Lampung. She was a really healthy woman, even though she was sick, she never complained bout it. Weeks ago, we brought her to RSPP and found out that she had a lung infection and also parkinson.
I was so sad to see her like that.
Yes, she was senile. Everytime her children or her grandchildren came to see her, she always said 'Hey! Who are you?' and we made fun on her then she laughed ;)
Well, my family is really loud. We talk bout anything, and sometimes we cannot control the volume of our voice. Then, inside her room, Siti will scream 'Hey!! Turn off the TV!!!'
She also always sang this song for herself, or maybe fo rmy grandpa whose in heaven... 'Kaulah satu-satunya.. Cintaku yang paling setia.. Yang bisa merobah hatiku yang luka menjadi gembira..'
She's just so healthy back then after she got out from RSPP. we never knew she will be gone that fast.. We never assume she'll be gone yesterday! She's good, she sings, she smiles, she screams, waves her hands to us.. (see, i am crying again)
I just can not stop crying yesterday. I know, she'll also be very sad if she sees us crying, but i just can not help it. She's so pretty, I didnt see she's dead. And yesterday people also said that she looks like she sleeps, not dead ;(((((((((((((((((
Okay, i'm so sad. Will not give the picture, or i will cry out loud. Just need the prayers guys.. Thankyou.
I love you Siti, send my regard to Sidi okay. Have a fun party there! I love you.
Guys! It's been a week since i published my last post. Well, things going on pretty busy last week. I finally started my classes again, so many homeworks to do, meeting friends from Australia, busy watching SKINS, and so on and so on.
And yes, i have no time to update this blog. It's a fusty-musty blog. Haha. But then some of my friends said they are curious about my birthday presents. So here it is, i will tell you the surprise stories and also will give you the pictures of what i got for my birthday :) It maybe very long and boring, but who cares, xoxo!
September 27th, 2009 : My boyfriend, Acil told me that he's going to Sentul with his family. I was like, really-really-really believed him. Some of his text messages that i remember were like : "I am driving my car to Sentul, text you later" "God i am so tired!! Macet gilaaa arah Sentul, tai banget" "Arrived. Gonna take a nap for 2 hours, kay" like that.. His messages sound like he's really at Sentul. Tired because of driving, and blablabla.
Later that night at 10.30pm, he text me again : "Gila baru bangun nih, and i dont know where the heck i am rite now. I think mommy wants to go to the supermarket" --and i am so stupid i believed that the supermarket is still open at 10.30 pm--
and then suddenly my bestfriend-that-is-also-my-soulsister, Dheya text me and said : "Nyet, do you remember your 1st semester homework bout Pancasila, etc? I havent done it, and now i am so confused, can you help me please?" --i still didn't know that sumthin going on here--
September 28th, 2009 : finally, 12am, Acil text me again and said : "I am sorry i can not be there for your birthday, but happy birthday to you blablabla"
I was like, okay.. I actually never had a surprise from friends, or bf, or anyone. I was hoping that my friends or my bf will give me a surprise this year, but the answer of my prayer is a NO. But just when i was about replying my bf's message, there was someone knocking at my bedroom's door and "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUU", i wanted to cry but i cant. Acil, Dheya, and my brother Chod were there. Brought a strawberry cheesecake with pink candles.. And presents ;)
I hugged them, and Acil asked me to go out from the bedroom and he said that we can eat the cake at my gazebo, i said okay, and i followed him. Just when i went downstairs to my garden, these 4 fucking bestfriends of mine (Maya, Hedhy, Eput, and Emes) screamed and sang a HAPPY BIRTHDAY song! I crieddddd!!!
1.30am my friends got home, but Acil and Dheya had a sleepover at my house. These are the presents from Acil :
It's a picture of Acil and I, and if you notice, he drew a number 19 at my pink shirt.
The book contains all the stuffs that i love, and i want for my birthday. The first page is his writings, and then MJ's picture (i cried when i saw the pict), Alex Turner's pic, Pic of Acil which is my fav, Mew's pic, Pocahontas, and birthday wishes from all of his friends, my friends, and my family!!!! Gosh, that is just the sweetest thing ever! He also put bunch of pink paper for me to write / draw.
He also said that he still has one present for me but it has not been arrived at his house. I am fucking curious OKAY! And cant wait for it. Well, i love him so much! He's the sweetest boy ever!
Dheya gave me a green skirt, and what made me cry was rok itu adalah rok turun temurun di keluarganya!!!! And she said "You are one of my family members. That's why i give you this". I love her, and anyway she also gave me a BRA. LOL.
and these are the presents from my mom (heels), dad (nokia 5730, he couldnt find the pink one, but s'okay, grey is also my fav!), brother (skins dvd), and my bestfriend at campus Ryas gave me Bounty (MY FAVOURITEEEEEEEE, she gave me 2 packs! LOVES)
So i got 5 things out of my 11th birthday wishlist :)
And what made me even happier was : When i arrived at campus that day, all of my friends in the smoking area suddenly sang a Happy Bday song. Also, i counted the birthday wishes i got from my friends via twitter, facebook, and text messages, 386 wishes. I am so grateful, what is better than that? I love them! That day was the best birthday ever!
I can't believe tomorrow is going to be the last day of fasting. I don't fast actually (because of some reasons -- my health, etc), but i love Ramadhan. And yes, no one doesn't like Ied Fitr. I love it so much. The big family will gather, eldest give us money hahaha. Well, there's no reason not to like Ied Fitr day. So to everyone who celebrate Ied Fitr,
And and and reviews from my twitter, yes i am getting addicted. I now have 100followers yuhuu. I thought "yuck yuck" when i saw people keep updating their status on Facebook, but i dont care with this one, twitter is used for updating status, and yes a chat room indeed. I use my caricature for the background and everybody loves it =) HOAH guilty pleasure. Gehehehe.
And anyways, my birthday is comingggggg hihihihihi. So now, on the top of my wishlist is a ticket to Michael Jackson THIS IS IT movie, and the second is MJ's white book. Someoneee buy me please =p
I CANT BELIEVE IT MAN and yes, getting addicted in a day. well not addicted "addicted" but i kept opening my twitter homepage til now. already got 35 followers, loves :*
This post only contains pictures. I made a promise to my friends to put the pictures of Buka Bersama and Sahur at my house last Wednesday. This is the joy of Fasting Month..
in all pictures : Chod my brother, Acil my boyfriend, and bestfriends (Rias Julia, Putri Dwi Ariningrum, Maryantha Pehulisha, Hedhy Kurnianti, Devy Andriyani, Gerry Putra, Luthfirrahman Dika, Ajie Anindito, Rifky Emes)
It has been days since i published my latest post, i was uber busy this week. But now i am in my holiday, so i decided to start blogging again.
I remember i wrote my latest post in the first week of September ad now it's September 15th already!
Now i realized that if i enjoy every second of my life whether i am in a happy or a sad mood, time will go so fast you can feel every inches of happiness in your life and quickly forgot the sadness you had. Yes i did whatever i want, and it brought joy to my world.
For example, i went to Debenhams' midnite sale on Friday and i got nothing. Well i actually dont care if i got nothing, i just like it to see people running here and there, i imagine them as cheetahs, fighting with each others to get the things they wanted so bad with a very cheap price. I enjoyed it. The next day, i was so sick because i am tired. I got fever, but i went midnite shopping at Centro Plaza Semanggi and mommy bought me new high heels. And then just yesterday i went to Bandung with a-shopping-mission, and i got lots of things. I finally found a studded denim jacket in a boutiqe (I promise to put the picture later. The camera is still in my dad's hand. Tee Hee). And yes, once again, i really enjoy my life ;) Eventhough i am so sick, i still do whatever i want. I can easily forget my illness. Well because i love shopping, i use it to enjoy my life, what's your favourite thing to do? Tell me! Writing musics? Poems? Singing? Photography? You should try it! Also smile to everyone, it helps, really helps.
Anyways, is it okay to have wishes for your own birthday? Hahaha. i want.. 1. My bestfriends 2. My boyfriend 3. A big box of Skittles Original 4. My soulsister 5. A new Pink Nokia 5730 6. Lots of Moist Chocolate Cake 7. A Mew Live in Copenhagen Original DVD 8. A box of Dubble Bubble Gumballs 9. Other People's Love Letters Novel by Bill Saphiro 10. A Series of Skins DVD 11. A Panoramic Camera.
so does our world.. Just like yesterday, there was an earthquake in Tasikmalaya about 7,2 richter. The movement surely changed the form of the earth. I was still in my campus yesterday, just after i had lunch with some of my friends, i went upstairs at the 3rd floor, to my class and sat there. Suddenly, my chair moved so hard (well i was thinking that maybe my friends were playing with their chair and because my body is super tiny i can feel the moving thing but no) it was the earthquake. People were running and screaming "GET OUT GET OUTTTT!!", i was so shocked, i saw the crystal lamps were moving so bad, my chair almost fell and i ran so fast to go out from the building.
It was crazy. I have never experienced an earthquake before. Err, i had once but it was not that big, i barely felt it. Well, so now i have a story for myself then :) and fyi, earthquake is scaaary.
The first week of 3rd semester is.. how can i say it, boring? I still can not find the joy of studying the new subjects. But i really love thursday's subjects, they are Photographic Communication and Writing & Reporting for Broadcast. And yes yes i also love English for Business Communication, because my lecturer is an uber-sexy-plus-handsome man named Mr. Craig Chambers :) he's Australian, i just love to hear his accent. Really really nice.
